that wasn't the first time
my heart pumped deep
and my hurt left deepened
this time for good
after the pain, ordeal and agony

all alone i bore it
when i needed her most
my head raised to the heavens
in a quest for a solution
alone with my hands which stood by me
with fingers crossed to watch

memories at their peak never ceased
my breath faster than ever
like a whisper it was heard
only those who will believe

a knock on the door
with a look in her piercing eyes
with that feign of a cheerful smile
all was gone with the bank on the door

a cry was heard ,'my lost love'
as hands jumped to hold
and legs stretched but glued to the ground
all gone my love
never to return again