It should never be a bother. There are times when those you know will live far from sight and those you love, behind your cloudy sky.

30:01:2014

I found them all

I found them all

Twinkling stars above my sky

I found even more

Coming from the north with a nod

Those I knew far remained on sight

Those I loved showed behind my cloudy sky

But you, my shining star have remained closer

never failed your light on my path. 

OH WORMS

Oh worm from the red earth

Get rid of your enormous pleasures

Served to you on a silvery plate

In white gloves

That hand which held it

Your mouth will water

Your thoughts its passing not perching

The blowing wind impregnated with dust, gives birth at the feet which caresses it.

12.12.2013

Tear drops fell on me like ice

Tear drops fell on me like ice

Not from my eyes

And I almost vowed a quest

A quest I cannot reach

Tonight is my last night

Tomorrow will not find me here

BACK TO EDEN

YET I C her smiling at the sunshine

when my heart quakes she will drown

drown to be taken away by the waves

to be meat for these swimming strings

wow, its beautiful!, she said

reading her lips from afar

my love! i screamed

so loud the sea shook

           So terribly

                             hear it come!

the rhythm of the waves goes beyond the ears

its roars and lashes are higher than the stars

even the fishes: small and large,

open to bite and swallow.

the storms might rage and rains may fall,

 yet my soul will ride on the seas for a rescue

of my fears till ma soul is at peace.

Will they taste of her sap before i say i do?

 i fear little, only her hurt

but more, her company in the hands of these uncircumcised breed.

it moved me the more to scream the loudest

 i wanted to bear the pain i see come ,

 to die before she does

and if i do, my fear ..

if she survives

whose fingers will tease her honey curves,

her sleepy eyes

which never stayed closed to her eye lids

without kissing me good bye

i am blessed meeting you

have been very supportive

through thick and thin

i am glad to have met u

like the early morning dew before you awake

to fetch water from the wells and oases  

you blessed my countenance fallen,

like you have always done

even when I was a stranger, now your love

thank you.

yes it’s  great to see your fear   

      yes greater when you tread it

hahaha, geez my sleepy eyes,

I have been drowned by fear

the perfect fear that it will not come out well.

but never killed my eager soul which loved her

and never wanted her  there...

when my  eyes got opened and  realized it was a dream

on ma creased bed alone

like dreams which come alive,

not in doubt and fears

and in words,

not like eternity, which is all that matters.

Like dreams which stay in whole as solid as a wall

and whisk you away to the land of bliss

where modesty and shyness are forgotten,

there one sees words sweeping you off your feet

while I remain hanging in the valley of no return

and i will meet the stars

with which to shake hands for how far they have brought me,

closer to my bloody moon;

to hug the fading sun

though my full hands could not go around her slippery waist

and not even wipe off her oozing sweat

off her opened pores.

these results of things we did and not realize

after throwing away freely our shield and guard

of things which we never imagined

because we were dazed and drunk

in the midst of all these words

she spoke to us and of us.

i said no more because she read my mind

i allowed my mind to do the talk

and my fingers to do the follow ups

my eyes proclaimed it all with unfailing blinks of kindness

 and appreciation as her responds.

as those great minds met in the skies to commit themselves,

a spectacular bond was spat and out of it, there in came a child.

This child, like one born out of love and joy.

Thus, the child of the skies was begotten

on this pedestal we came again

to dance again, sing again

as we trace the echo, picture those pretty feet that held her high

up so high lest the earth swallows not her

her little finger i grabbed very delicate to behold

this new gift of the gods

this unfair earth only to see but touch not

definitely like the rays which breaks the thick dawn

into thin reflections revealing the snares and traps

cheers to this piece of work no critic could judge

but alas like the sayer in her silky white robes

spreading his cowries to tell an untold story of old

which never ended that started

from a glance, a whisper, a lisping speech, then to words audible

only the listening eyes and the looking ears of two

this to experience

first to taste

before the crowd

the town folks

then the whole earth into the beyond.

unspoken words yet said into  my ears

and hardly I show signs to listen.

Cosmic forces concentrated at their peak

For that heart which beats like a virgin drum

Played by the touch of one like the gods

Carved from the virgin woods of the unseen

then did they, this work my ears and eyes knew not

but for a witness of the untold story

i longed i had met it long long ago

long before my first cry was heard

i will put the most beautiful flowers no eyes have seen

in your hair which blows gently with the breeze

like waves on a desolate shore of a calm sunny day

one feet said to the other

                

that cry which awoke the sleeping spirits of the elders

and caused that sun to shine on them,

they that have cried for long

one,

i will comb your yellow hair till it turns golden

as if that was not enough ,

the other

releasing their golden ore that could have been gathered for centuries

as those miraculous rays fell on it to adorn

strands of golden hair fell from the sky,

they shined as rays that light the darkest parts of the lands at dawn

that all men fell in love who have denied their wives

and have even built fortresses to safeguard them

those hands that held her high will not tire

for such a love which odas has envied 

for she shielded herself from the rest

because she never wanted to share.

in her eyes were crimson dots of jealousy

like the goddess of wrath and fire

and will not fear when it gets darker

even if all of the heavens will let lose their sneeze

nor sound the trumpet of thunder

whose shake will precede their soundless gun fires across the sky

in short splashes

splashes which go far,

into yonder lands and across the oceans

and bring the fishes to the surface to see the whole world

to ward off all for herself

her jealousy climbing to the sky

which envied the fishes too who followed night and day

on the surface, the golden sea to swim

and colour themselves in their golden insignia.

till the end of time will dawn,

when the veil will be uncovered

when the world will see her smile

to paint well the orange of the rainbow

which she wears around her wrists

that shone from those feet whose hands

those strands fell from their lofty height

you are the best my love,

he said

i love you

she said

and like what we've borne today

i wish i could fall in love again

with one in whom there is light and sunshine.

with her who will throw her laughter in the skies

in exchange for some warmth,

itching for a love which all should seek

she is right here with me awake

but afar and asleep

hahaha

her distance is not but length and thousands of roads untravelled

but misunderstanding, disagreements which leads not to agreement

and for her love will I tread it

patiently and majestically

minding not the time but at my leisure

so i forget not the little events which captured the eyes with a great hope

inspired by her character,

her good old days.

i know i will get there

someday, somehow

even if not in this life

I know I will get there.

though this life might I see but beyond

where I am willing to journey for our sake,

and for gains forever more

though i wish my tongue and hands

could have done what they were made for

rather than in their holes and by my side.

though not on the same bed we lay

yet felt I your pulse and heard your breath

though i will soon leave you r sight

will I still dream away, long when awake

from my deep dream of peace

along the deep depths of noisy waters

oh! that flag will they wave before her and behind her

to announce her presence

to bid her farewell

for a return always told

a return to the surface though lives within them

in their minds and hearts

of a return which will tell a story

long hidden of that damsel

who always was like a wave in the ocean

a hurricane like Irene on the sandy coast

and like the pulse will surface its beat

to encourage, cheer, direct, guide, guard, love mankind

bridging the gap between them and their father

and make his earth a paradise again

like where they lived .

in Eden, even in the wilderness

those he called his people who disobeyed him.